But that wasn’t even the end of it. The entire ordeal also gave me a baby; one that I kept from him. Before you judge me, know that he was the one to walk away and move to another country. For years, I missed looking into Nathan’s eyes. I missed the way he would touch me; the way he would speed up my heart rate. So I wasn’t surprised when I made the same mistake years later. Another shot at love...and_ _another pregnancy. I’m buried under all my secrets and history is likely to repeat itself. How will we both mess it up this time around?