Kai I should be happy. My childhood best friend and I are living our wildest dream—making music and touring the world as famous rock stars. I’ve got everything I could wish for. Except him. I’ll never have Silas. Not the way I want. Our onstage behavior gives fans a lot to speculate over, but it’s only an act. The truth is, I die inside every time we touch. It might be pretend for Silas, but for me, it’s a constant reminder that I can’t have him the way I truly desire. Then, a moment onstage leads me to a breaking point, and I can’t bear the heartache any longer. I need to find a way to only see Silas as a friend before I lose our friendship, and him, forever. Silas My life is split into two chapters: Before Kai and After Kai. My childhood was a nightmare, a darkness I carried alone. But everything became brighter when I met Kai. He took me into his life, his family, his home. Kai is more than my best friend. He’s my everything. Some people think our relationship is odd… that it’s unusual for two friends to be as close as we are. But everything about us makes sense. At least, that’s what I believed. When an onstage moment shines a light on the cracks in our foundation, my eyes are opened to a truth that’s been right in front of me the entire time. A truth I want to explore. But it’s too late. Just when I’m ready for more, Kai’s moving on. One thing’s for sure: I’m not giving up. No matter the risks. Green Light_ is a bi-awakening, best friends-to-lovers MM rockstar romance. The second in the _Caffeine Daydreams series, each book will follow a different couple as they find their HEA. Although better listened to in order, these books can stand alone.